I dunno what to do… I recently listened to nostalgic music and I fell into somesort of cry-baby-attack. Yeah. My english gets worst and worst too. Even yesterday. I dunno know how you guys call it but 25th anniversery of my aunts and uncles wedding-day (sivler-wedding?). Those songs late at evening where older than the 90s and I don’t know what is wrong with me I can’t controll neither normal emotions or simple cry-attacks just, because of freaking music. I cried on love songs. I cried on happy songs. I even cried at the song that surprisingly was semmingly a modern trance soundtrack. I cried at saturday morning, because some idiot wished the song "all by myself" at radio-time and I understood all of the lyrics and I just wanted to DIE OR HIDE IS A MOUSEHOLE!!! It litterly feels like I am losing controll of all of my emotions.
What am I supposed to do when I feel that the emotional overreactions get worst and worst and don’t seem to get better?
(If I am supposed to chose an emoticon for that entry then it would be a mixture of fear, agony, saddness, mortified too I guess, lonely and other disliked things)
Okay, I just had a break down and threw away all of my pride and talked to one of my parents about all those awful feelings of the current situation and mistakes I've propably done years ago and other feelings about my person itself...
I honstely don't like to admit it but it made me actualy feel better... And it was the one person I actualy don't have such great liking to... I am so ashamed of myself for not liking her in some ways...