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I dunno  what to do… I recently listened to nostalgic music and I fell into somesort of cry-baby-attack. Yeah. My english gets worst and worst too.  Even yesterday. I dunno know how you guys call it but 25th anniversery of my aunts and uncles wedding-day (sivler-wedding?). Those songs late at evening where older than the 90s and I don’t know what is wrong with me I can’t controll neither normal emotions or simple cry-attacks just, because of freaking music. I cried on love songs. I cried on happy songs. I even cried at the song that surprisingly was semmingly a modern trance soundtrack. I cried at saturday morning, because some idiot wished the song "all by myself" at radio-time and I understood all of the lyrics and I just wanted to DIE OR HIDE IS A MOUSEHOLE!!! It litterly feels like I am losing controll of all of my emotions. 

What am I supposed to do when I feel that the emotional overreactions get worst and worst and don’t seem to get better?

(If I am supposed to chose an emoticon for that entry then it would be a mixture of fear, agony, saddness, mortified too I guess, lonely and other disliked things)

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Okay, I just had a break down and threw away all of my pride and talked to one of my parents about all those awful feelings of the current situation and mistakes I've propably done years ago and other feelings about my person itself...
I honstely don't like to admit it but it made me actualy feel better...  And it was the one person I actualy don't have such great liking to... I am so ashamed of myself for not liking her in some ways...

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Manuela
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
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~ ♣ Birthday: 04. 25 1990 (mm dd yyyy)
~ ♣ Age: 23
~ ♣ School/work/blah: Education for Painter work (finished)
~ ♣ Hair: long, brown
~ ♣ Eyes: Brown + light pink glasses

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cherrypikkins Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch! <3
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cinnamelon Featured By Owner May 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks so much for the fave! it means a lot! U v U
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Your Channel=  Panda Emoji-07 (Snuggy) [V1]  
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YunaAsakura Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
meep. Thank you. :3
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Lunime Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2014  Student Writer
"Meep?'
Like "Baaahhhh"?
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YunaAsakura Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
No,no!! More like "I am surprised someone actuay looks at my channel". XD Meep, just like the sound of a mouse.
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sebo3e Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2014
yo
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YunaAsakura Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hello~
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Ria-Sora27 Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Hi there!! Sorry for the late comment!! I tagged you!! (*^v^*) Here you go!! Meow :3 
 
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YunaAsakura Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Cool. I'll try to do it this week. :-)
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